MBlaq.. Joon

School (1st+2nd day)

School is so exhausting and this is only the beginning! and im TIRED already after only 2 days. With the many changes that happened in the school and with class rooms that are now located in new places not to mention homeroom and lockers as well.... i am so tired from just walking here and there while carrying a bag and waking up early every morning to catch a bus.... (sigh) im so use to the care free world that i was in before during the holidays well before the 28th of January started... that now im dreading for Monday to come.

At least seeing everyone again.. makes me survive being at school .... God i am soo tired... i cant stop going on about it ... my shoulders hurt... my eyes is ughhh....not to mention the condition of my face! but my eyes was teary 3 times today and i have no idea why... maybe the fact that i was just tired.... getting use to all these expectations from my subjects is going to take a while and already the word bludge is no where to be seen from the amount of work and how we as "seniors" must do alot.. well etc etc

Another problem with school is the weight of the textbooks and the fact that my folders are big and only a small amount fits in the locker.... tsk tsk but i will figure a way to manage all of this

but the good thing is my upgraded beauty bag that i have in my bag ... hahhahah i have a few more things compare to the last one but its smaller so its going to be harder to find/put things in..... but things that i have are:
- band aids
- cotton buds
- KFC wipe things
- MIRROR
- Vitamin E wipes
- Tissues
- A few things that "girls should always carry"

things that i want to add:
- moisturizer
- small sunscreen
- tweezers
- lip balm
- cream
- hair ties

Into the Gunfire

An upcoming Korean movie that i really want to watch and cannot wait for it to be finished !
With a cast consisting of Kwon Sang Woo and T.O.P (two fantastic actors), it makes this movie even more interesting to watch even though its going to be base on war and here is the only info on the storyline

"Into the Gunfire" is based on the true story of 71 students who fought hundreds of North Korean soldiers in front of a middle school during the Korean War. Kap-jo (Sang-woo Kwon) was formerly a student who was convicted of murder. While serving his sentence he volunteers to fight as a soldier ...

Notes

Early working title for the film was "71".
Seung-ho Yu & Kim Beom were originally cast in the lead roles, but with Taewon Entertainment taking over production a decision was made to cast Sang-woo Kwon & T.O.P instead.
"Into the Gunfire" is based on the real story of 71 students who fought hundreds of North Korean soldiers in front of Pohang girls’ middle school during the Korean War. A letter was found from one of the 71 deceased soldiers which inspired the movie.
Estimated budget is 12 billion Won (10.4 million USD).
Filming begins November 25th with an expected release date sometime in the middle of 2010.

Oh you, don't worry about good looking

This is an extract from Lee Oi Soo’s Revival Method, in ‘Invincible Youth’ (so most likely it got translated from Korean to English) in which I got off a blog and I really like the simple analogy used here.

Oh you.
Don’t worry about not being good-looking.
There’s a saying that goes, beauty is only skin deep.
If possible, I want to ride in a lightweight airplane made of flyers and fly around everywhere in the world to spread this saying.
But no matter how you think about it, women who aren’t charming have more to be bothered about than women who aren’t good-looking.
Generating charm is in your personality,
And personality is not about your outward appearance, but your inner nature.

A woman with no charm is like a flower with no fragrance.

Bees and butterflies fly from flower to flower not because of their color, but their fragrance
No matter how brightly-colored plastic flowers are, no bees and no butterflies will fly towards it.
If no bees and butterflies are going to fly towards you, what’s the point of lifting your nose,
And what’s the use of shaving your jawbone.
Oh you. Don’t get bound by the lowbrow aesthetic standards of the secular world.
Beauty that’s produced from merely frequent visits to the plastic surgeon to cut up your face
How can it be comparable to beauty that emerges from the blossom of lotus flowers in your heart.
Even for people who are born lacking in appearance, if they focus on cultivating inner beauty
Their inner beauty will radiate from within to create a special aura around them. That is charm.
When you are equipped with an exceptional charm,
Then you’ll have all kinds of bees and butterflies flying towards you in swarms.
If anyone asks you for your secret with envy in their eyes, don’t say anything and just use your fingers to make a pistol to go ‘bang’,
And fire a talking point at the head of the person who’s asking.

Lat 100 Days Celebration

forgot about this but yesterday 22th of Janurary 2010

marks MBLAQ 100th day after DEBUT

And as A+ (This is what our fan name is called created by MBLAQ themselves) on absolutemblaq forum we decided to twit #100daysMBLAQ to make it in the trending topics and we did in the end which is show below.

KPOP Group Rankings

I got this off absolutemblaq forum and its a list of the top 23 groupies with rankings according to the number of fans ... the numbers might have changed

but YAY my mblaq is ranked 12 and thats pretty high :P and wow SNSD is 3rd and DBSK more than ever

Credit: 2PM Baidu
Source: Daily Kpop News

16th of Janurary 2010

TOday is a normal as ususal besides the waking up early part.... cuz mum went to the shops and I had to take care of lil bro since he woke up and man it was only 8am and yes that very early for me because i usually hibernate until arvo :P and the thing is he wouldnt go back to sleep and when he did he only slept for like 30mins? and then i have to cradle him again... man soo tired and Mum didint come home until like 10 and then i tried to get some more sleep but failed....

Yesterday i did like 4 pages of a scrapbook for my siblings and i only managed to do a small part and it took me few hours/most of the night but looking at the photos made me smile and happy since when they were babies they were sooo adorbale and cute.

Well as time past, after knowing and obtaining a deeper understanding in the meaning of friendship and trust. I had felt very thankful and happy and i will not cry because i have to be strong for them and be there for them and i can see that they had opened up soo much afterwards..... but the only thing that as a friend that i can do is to be by their side.... :)

Sigh school is coming up soo quick and it seems as if i havent have enough rest and i cannot imagine what i would turn out when school starts again but atm the thing i love are these new songs well korean that is soooo good

- CNBlue: "Im a Loner" ... falling in love with this Indie? Band because they have such good vocals and excellent guitar skills and its sooo different from the autotune that are sooo popular nowadays especailly with new rookie bands and their concept is soo different

- 2PM ft Yoon Eun Hye: "Tik Tok"... love this song especially when Yoon Eun Hye sings .... only if she had more parts but i think its actually for a CF in the first place?

- Kim Jong Kook: "Don't Be Good To Me" an awesome ballad that is sooo sad and has such a loving melody that goes with this singers powerful vocal

10th of Janurary 2010

The Last Performance of Seo In Young and Park Jung Ah with Jewelry and of course they performed Love Story on Inkigayo.

Watching their last performance made me cry because of the constant tears that they had shed and the emotions that the performance had carried to the viewers and fans..... As the Leader, Park Jung Ah was the strongest who could still be bright and smile during the performance even though she cried as well and was able to sing with a strong voice... a good role model for others. Seo In Young who is a very strong and charismatic girl couldnt help but to cry continuously as well and struggled to perform with her powerful vocals in the beginning and to the other two members .....well one was sad to the point that she couldnt sing and the rapper shed tears too...

But with their exit, two powerful Korean solos would return back with even better albums, proving their passion of singing

RIP a Pet whom I had Loved

RIP my Rabbit who had pass away on the 10th of January 2010

He was found dead in the morning. For the past few days he hasn't been eating well and his eating habits was very odd and most likely he had caught maybe a sickness and due to the changes of weather he had unfortunately past away. But maybe it was time for him to go since he is old (had him for sometime cant remmeber whether it was in 2008 or 2009) and lucky he had died in a very non brutal way.... but more of a peaceful one.

Rest in Peace, my dear dwarf rabbit.

Words of Wisdom

I came across the WYD booklet with bible passages from the Gospel of Luke and the Acts of the Apostles and I read 2 passage that I really like and seems to be meaningful and true

Understanding the Time

Jesus also said to the people, "When you see a cloud coming up in the west, at once you say that it is going to rain -and it does. And when you feel the south wind blowing, you say that it is going to get hot -and it does. Hypocrites! You can look at the Earth and the sky and predict the weather; why, then, don't you know the meaning of this present time?

The Light of the Body

"No one lights a lamp and then hides it or puts it under a bowl; instead, it is put on the lampstand, so that people may see the light as they come in. Your eyes are like a lamp for the body. When your eyes are sound, your whole body is full of light; but when your eyes are no good, your whole body will be in darkness. Make certain, then, that the light in you is not darkness. If your whole body is full of light, with no part of it in darkness, it will be bright all over, as when a lamp shines on you with its brightness.

Friends

hmmm... Friends is a word that can very much relate to love.... a word that has so much more meaning than it looks... yet hard to explain its meaning or even understand it

Between Friends... is it necessarily to have such high expectations that some people had listed... is expectations a necessary compartment of trust... loyalty... love... happiness.....???? I find that expectations = problems because not every human can figure and see through the expectations that others had put up for them or even carry them out well.... and when an expectation is not completed or completed in a visible way ... how often would the person tell the other about how they feel.. and what happens after that is misunderstanding... a misunderstanding that will only build up if not been said and when you know about it... it can be too late... and matters gets worse... and sometimes the sadder thing is that you know about it from other people instead of the actual person....feelings gets more bottle up and incompatibility is evident between each other... an incompatibility that can further distant the relationship that one holds within and in the end .... the friendship would be at lost... broken

Things that can be fixed may not get fixed in the end because of one's thought of not telling the other person and deepening the misunderstanding... the words of explanation and sorry may not be important anymore but it can also be important as well because how should I say this.. it relieves your mind off on what is the real truth

I dont know myself if I had put up expectations or not because I dont remember but currently I dont think so and if I did I wouldnt get that disappointed when its not met and I know that i can get over it quickly.... because I know that it is not worth it .....................................................

Friends are a precious gift that is highly valuable and hard to find ..... but do we treasure them???? Can we compromise and accept each other????

Why do I find that I cannot accomplish them because the thing that I find now is that in the future when everyone parts in their own ways...... I will lose many of them... not all except some because as time flies.... as more things are happening... I can clearly see the incompatibilities that are jumping out here and there between me and it deepens ........................................................ it may have deepen alreadly for them..... i dont know.......... but only now can I see that................... our destiny to be friends.... is it meant to be? This reminds me of a while ago at school during a little tarot card session the destiny to stay together as 1 whole came out as the same result for everyone that its not going to happen ..... maybe thats fate and a teacher once said that after High School you may be lucky enough to stay close to 1 friend.... now I can understand the meaning of that and even believe it.....

hahahahahah Im tired..... im sooo tired from the constant same procedure that Im getting.... (sigh)

In Love with BIG BANG again

For the past few weeks Im falling in love with Big Bang (korean Band) again after a long absence of listening to them hahahha and now they are part of my favorite band again....

Songs that I love from them (Mainly are the top hits and part of my play list)

- A Good Man ... such a good song... Love the beat and vocals especially the intro
- Forever With YOu... the first time of hearing the powerful vocals of Park Bom when it came out and she did an awesome job
- Gara Gara Go (Korean Verison)... addictive beat and with addictive lyrics
- Heaven..... a nice song that is slow and fast
- Lady... Love this one as well
- Remember
- Haru Haru
- Lies
- A fools only Tears
- Last Farewell
- Good Bye baby
- Number 1
- With U
(from haru and onwards not as loved as the top ones because I get sick of them easily)

Also I love Alex Chu's Album My Vinatage Romance... pretty much all of the songs and Group S Album Fr.In.Cl... both artist are adorablly cute and good in the ballad area and im loving them

ATM Goals:
- Save money to buy a small sound system set to be put in my room maybe the samsung one
- Be motivated to study maths and redo notes before back to school since I havent touched any of the stuff for a month :P

oh yes

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE