hmmm this one is sooo sooo hard since I dont think I have anyone that I hate so much or had caused me alot of pain.....
oh yes I have someone........ hahahha MYSELF
hahahha yes I HATE MYSELF for doing sooo SHIT this semester ughhhh I cant believe that I have failed in soo many of my subjects =_= but I know that I didnt do my personal best so there is still hope for me... i just need to study more... be more optimistic.... prepare for the exams better.... STUDY STUDY STUDY and REVISE ....... (sigh) because I know that i didnt do my personal best, I am moping over this and its only year 11.... ughhhh
I want highschool to be over!
GODDAMIT ..... i am soo not coping with all this shit........ and next term is not going to get any better since yearlies would come up really quickly..... =_= (screams+cries)...... i need a break from everything!
I cant wait for this week to be OVER then I can reorganise myself again in terms of my educational and social network =_=
SIGH im sooo lazy this year and god i feel soooooo ughhh dead thinking about school... 5 periods... my subjects tsk tsk
I would rather be a beauty therapist but thinking about my friends does keep my motivated and my dream job of working in an office in my business clothes with a future house that has a WALK IN WARDROBE and saving money for all the shoes and clothes i would collect! hahaha that keeps me motivated again!
I want to at least try my best and just go with the flow with what I would get in my HSC..... just less than 2 years left and its over....... i just need to survive a bit more...... Linda you can do IT
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With love,
