well first thing up is to do my letters since i havent been committed to it :/ so here it goes
Day 13- Someone you wish could forgive you
To my Dear 'Y',
Im really sorry for everything that i have done to you. Im sorry for all the insecurities and negative memories that I have given you during our school life. I really do hope that you would not give up on friendships and that you would find better friends than me after we finish school hahhaha of course i'll still be your friend then but it would be nice if you expand to others as well :P the insecurities and memories i know very well myself that it cant just be fixed through an apology and that is the reason to why i would feel upset everynow and then. The only thing that will make me feel less guilty is to see you grow up as a better and stronger girl who has found great friends or remake with old etc etc. I hope that you can forgive me in the future for all the shit that i have done to you but i dont want you to forgive me through words but through actions... only till then that it really shows me that you have forgive me and by actions i mean letting go and moving forward. I hope that you wont misunderstand this and that you will be able to find your true identity if you choose to pursue it and you can do this by taking some courage and initiative to do something
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
To my dear 'Y',
hahha we got to admit to reality that we have drifted but now we are much more comfortable to each other than before (the period in which we endured a crazy phase of our lives). Even though we have drifted but im still happy either way because you are still my friend just maybe a bond is yucky but at least we still talk to each other everynow and then and that you still care for me and look out for me...... just remember that if you really need a chat or some letting off steam... drag me out at skool or email me! since i read my inbox
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
To my dear cousin,
hahhah this is going to be a bit corny? but i know you wont read this but i miss you hahhaha we havent seen each other eversince year 4 since we live in different countries but really i do love you as a brother and miss you as a brother. Things have changed sooo soo much since you have emigrated? (permanently moving countries... or is it migrated? o_O) to Florida!
how awesome is that... hahah you must have adapted over there well by now since its been like 2 years and i could see how westernise you look now through the photos and no offense how much weight you gained ahahhaha but dw exercise and you will be tone since you are soo soo tall too nearly 1.8 now aye hahahah wat does that make me since im technically older than you according to family tree (sigh)
But what do I miss... I miss your brotherly figure who looks after me and teach me new things and tease me but dw i wont cry now since im all grown up! and not as babyish then hahhaha I love the way you share things with me and give me things ..... that i still have now ahahahha if i go overthere... i show you hahahha the way you spoil me ..... the fact that you let me have my way hahhah the the way how you were soo carefree and fun... thats what i miss about you so i hope that i can see you soon and we can just catch up in no time since we can ge rid of the awkwardness quickly since we are comfortable around each other and we are still family after all hahahah keep safe and i hope that i can see you soon
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
To my dear relatives in Vietnam/America,
OMG I miss you sooo much since i havent seen some of you ever since year 4 and to my dad side whose in America that i havent meet yet..... well i did when i was really small so i have no memory of them .... anyways
I miss everyone soo sooo much and I really want to see everyone again.... I hope I can this year or next year but I really hope that you are all well even if there are hardships over there but there are great events too of new additional family members and beautiful marriages hahahah the thought of my naughty first cousins growing up makes me really happy and how matured they have become.... I miss the care and love of everyone.... I miss everyones viet chit chatting to me.... I miss the days how we go out everynight..... i miss the crazy foods that we eat and the games that we played hahahha but since everyone grew up hahahah i think things would be different but oh wells who cares at least seeing everyone again would make me happy. :P
I love the way how all of you are soo carefree and spoil me hahaha i just want to be updated with everyones life and for everyone to see a new image of me.... a more mature lady who is not that little girl that is fussy and sulky back then hahhahaha i grew up too......
(sigh) thinking about everyone makes me seem speechless and also not to forget my little cousins who are all soo big now! I just want to visit them and hug them will all my might ahhahhahah god i want to come back for a visit but dw i will soon! hahhahah
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
To my dear childhood friend,
hahahah we havent seen each other in ages since our families have drifted but our sisters still hang out so thats good but ty for all the beautiful memories that we have made together and what great of a friend you were to me and how you care for me soo sooo well hahahahh you were like a sister to me and how we would just chit chat and share out secrets and tell each others and sooo much more things :P... i hope that you are doing well at your skool and good luck with your HSC hahah wow time flies ..... you are going to finish skool soon hahhahah soo good luck and best of luck in everything you do okaiis hunni :P
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be,
hahahha this is a hard one since I dont want to change who am I right now and Im happy with the changes that im working towards to in order to beautify myself but i do want to change some things hahah
I wish that I can have a better memory so I can help my girls and myself more, a person who is not slow at doing things, a person who is 'hairfree', i wish that i could be taller, I wish that I can be smarter in a way that can picks up things quickly because I am blind (not physically)
:P i think thats the main things that I wish I could be but i know its very hard to obtain but overall its really just a wish hahahah LOL
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Oh.... hahaha alot of people pesters my mind from family to friends to teachers but hahahh they are all good since they are just worried about me and is pushing me to be better and im really grateful for it because without it i would become too too spoil... thankyou for pestering me with lectures to stop me from being naughty myself kekkekeke thankyou for pestering me so that i can understand you better and make me understand myself better..... thankyou for building me into a stronger person and a person who is not as selfish as before... i cannot express how happy i am in words but i will just leave it as that
With love,
